Hi, I'm new here

I’m turning 47 years old next month, but I feel 70. My life has taken its toll on my body, both for better and for worse. I have wrinkles and silver hairs but I don’t regret them all. I have had *issues* my entire life, both genetic and environmental, that have become intermittently but increasingly unmanageable. I have committed a lot of time and energy to better understanding myself. Today I am feeling lost in the juggernaut nexus of the myriad labels for which I qualify, finding parts of myself everywhere and all of myself nowhere. I’m exhausted. So I'm doing what I've observed other "not otherwise specified" (yet) neurotics doing - I'm starting a blog. We'll see what happens.